bravenewworld | Descent into Darkness

Descent into Darkness

As the characters arrive, they will find what appears to be a rather deep cavern. Upon entering, the caverns are quite narrow, with twists and turns everywhere and different tunnels that all seem to be interconnected. As characters travel deeper within the caverns, reality around them will start to warp, they will start to see and hear things that aren’t necessarily there - images of old enemies, past failures, voices of condemnation, visions that strike at the soul and core of the characters. Once this begins, it will only increase in power and volume, demanding it be confronted, lest they be trapped within these caves forever.

[OOC: This event will run for a week. All characters who enter the caves will be subject to some of their deepest fears, darkest demons, and most abject failures. To overcome them, characters must help each other out, finding their purpose through strength of character and resolve to move forward. In general, these visions should require characters to come to grips with themselves. Illusory images and voices can and will appear and can take any number of forms, depending on what is most appropriate to a character. Additionally, characters may thread with each other and are encouraged to help each other out to overcome these personal demons. For those who wish to take part, they are able and encouraged to narrate their own personal demons, which will be on display for everyone who enters their thread. IC threads may be made in this post.]

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['I'm pathetic.' It is Yosuke -- or, at least, it's a part of Yosuke. Mami stares at the shadow for a moment, before she glances sideways at Yosuke. Her eyes widen.]

...but it's part of the truth, too.

[It's not a question, but it's said gently, rather than being an accusation. She looks back at the shadow and frowns.]

We all want selfish things sometimes. I do. You... saw that.

Ah... [His voice catches in his throat, and he turns to look at her.] Yeah, but...

[It was embarrassing beyond anything he could imagine. It was bad enough Yukiko saw some of it, but Yukiko was just his friend, and one that was incredibly understanding too. He knew that. But there were just some things about himself that he didn't want Mami to know. This, being one of them, even though deep down in his heart he knew the shade wasn't lying. Not in the slightest.]

...I know. He said some stuff earlier that was really embarrassing too. But that's not how it is, not completely. I do...sorta wanna feel special. And I'm terrified of being alone. It's like, the worst thing in the world. But no matter how many people I have around me, I always feel like I'm in a room by myself.

[He looks away, and the shadow narrows his eyes. He wasn't expecting this.]

[At this point, Mami turns and looks back at Yosuke and keeps looking at him. It's easiest that way, to focus on what she suspects matters more. The shadow's presence is felt keenly, though. She knows he is watching.]

...You said no one should feel alone, before.

[She starts to realize, then. He wasn't just interested in her. He wanted someone from his home city, too. Someone that he could be friends with.]

It isn't easy. To tell them what you're thinking. It can feel like... like they couldn't like or respect you, if they knew the truth. But... we can't live like that, either. Otherwise...

[She glances, briefly, at the shadow.]

[His gaze comes up to the look of silent fury of his shadow, unhappy with how this has turned. It wanted to be rid of Yosuke, beaten down once before but not completely gone. He stares at it for a good, hard minute, thinking. He had told her just moments ago that no one should feel alone, even though he was the one who really felt that way.]

...We'd become what that thing is. [His eyes finally fall again.] I am what he says I am. It's true. But it's not everything. That's just one part of me, that I wish didn't exist. I'm sorry Mami, I...I was interested in you at first because of who you were, but I got to know you better. And...

[His shadow starts to fade, the more he talks, and the more he shares the truth with her.]

[Her breath catches. She knew, of course, that he liked her more as he got to know her. She didn't have any illusion that her reputation was what made him interested at first. But it's different to hear it.]

...And you came to care for me regardless of that? It's... we all want things that are selfish, sometimes. Or, perhaps, they start as selfish.

Yeah. I guess you're right about that. It sucks...to admit that. [The shade continues to fade, and Yosuke barely even notices until it finally fades away into nothingness. Before, they'd only beaten back, but it's not until now that he finally is able to overcome it.]

But everyone's like that. I don't think we'd be human if we didn't all have selfish wishes sometimes. Even if we don't like to recognize that's the case. [He hangs his head, takes a deep breath, before lifting it again. He won't stare at the ground anymore.]

It's...okay to be like that too. We all want to be happy, right? You could say just doing what makes us happy is a little selfish all in itself- even if the acts themselves aren't always selfish. I guess that doesn't make any sense, does it? [Yosuke trips up on his words, trying to wrap his head around everything.]

...Our wishes are often selfish. They're something that we want for our own happiness. Even when they benefit others, they're partly about us. [She looks up at him, her eyes meeting his, and she's silent for a moment.] They don't always work out the way we want. They can hurt others, because of that selfishness. But...

[She bites her lip.]

...If we ignore them entirely, then we become unhappy. That, too, can be selfish. We hurt the people who care about us, when we do that.

So... [He can feel the weight of the conversation coming down on him, and he looks over to the side to see that the shadow of himself that had been tormenting him had vanished. He wears a sad smile for a second, before making himself brighten up a little despite the situation. Winking at her, he continues.]

No more worrying about that kind of stuff, right? That's just part of who we are, and it's okay to want to be happy. Let's work on it instead of letting it rip us apart on the inside.

[Because that's how he felt a moment ago, the voice of his other self still echoing in his mind.]

Mm.

[She nods, smiling up at him. Then, she thinks better of simply agreeing.] It may not be so easily done, but... I'll do my best. [She'll slip. She doesn't doubt that. She'll have to reconcile it with her tasks as a Valkyrie -- hardly easy -- but it's an important first step. Mami walks forward and hugs him again, tightly.]

[After a moment of that, she pulls back.]

We should start making our way out of here, I think.

We both will.

[He hugs Mami back, her warmth welcome and giving him a safe feeling that he can't say he's ever experienced before with anyone else. That and a solidified determination to push forward. What they'd seen was important today, to discover something more about themselves, and about each other. That fact doesn't escape him while he looks around for an exit.]

I don't think I want to spend another second in here. If the walls start shifting again, I just might piss myself...I haven't gone to the bathroom yet.

[It's an important step forward. It's not something that sits entirely well with her -- that he saw this from her, much less that others might, on terms that weren't her own. But... it ended well enough. She can contend with her anger at who was behind this later.]

[She's a little hesitant to pull back -- but then his remark makes her smile and, despite herself, laugh. She covers her hand politely with her mouth.]

Then, we should make haste.

[She starts leading the way, back the direction they entered from.]

Yeah, I think this is a dead end anyway. [He starts to follow her, to exit the large opening they'd found themselves in.] I hope they have a bathroom at the end, wherever those signals are leading us to. Or I might just use the wall.

[He sounds like he's joking, but he's half serious.]

Hey, Mami? Thanks. For helping get through that.

[She wrinkles her nose. He better not use the wall to relieve herself. That would be positively... Calderan.]

[But the smile is back, after that, and she nods to him. Maybe, she thinks, everything will be better. She looks at him fondly as they continue to walk, and remains grateful that no more memories or illusions come to attack them.] Of--of course. You, too, Yosuke.

Hey, you can always count on me. Let's get to the bottom of this cave, and see what's really going on around here.

[This cave was messed up, that's for sure. There has to be a reason for it, and he wants to know why.]

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