[It takes a while. He has a lot to cry out -- months of pushing everyone away, and of fruitless searching, and of trying desperately not to think about how much he missed him. He's been getting a little better, here and there -- being friends with Waver and being able to just be happy around him was a definite improvement -- but it's been a year since he's really been okay.]
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...I'm not going to stop looking for him.
[Even if they did let him cry all over them.]