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FÎĻÎ ([personal profile] bornofstone) wrote in [community profile] bravenewworld2015-07-21 10:16 pm

ohana means family [closed]

Who: Fili and Kili
What: Going into the caves was a massive mistake and now Fili's an emotional mess
When: July 24

Not only had been braving the caves a step in the completely wrong direction, the emotional trauma it had caused had left Fili shaking and unusually clingy. It had taken quite the effort for Thorin to convince him that it wasn't real and to leave the body that looked, felt, and smelled like Kili behind. He couldn't get his mother's words out of his head, how he'd abandoned his brother before, that he was a horrible brother that couldn't take care of his family...

It may not have been real, but Fili's having a hard time shaking the doubt and unease. Coming home to be welcomed by Fleur and Keil helps, but it's not enough to throw it off completely. Claiming he wants an early night's sleep, Fili manages to slip off on his own and wait in Kili's room, staring at a wall and hugging Kili's pillow.

It's harder to convince himself that the body wasn't really his brother's when Kili is still nowhere to be found.
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[personal profile] youngestone 2015-07-28 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Giving you a reason to go down there. And I do need you--you're my brother! But I don't need you babying me like you used to. Unless it's Bug-types or a Water-type out to get me. Then I need some help."