[Fai leans gratefully into that gentle hand in his hair, and then sort of just leans sideways a bit awkwardly so he can hide his face for a moment against Feliks' arm. He doesn't want to cry, that would be embarrassing, but every time he hears someone tell him that he did the right thing, it becomes a little bit easier.]

I know we have. I mean, I think I could probably live together with her, and it would be fine? We're alike enough to stand each other and different enough to not be bored of each other, and we'd have a lot of fun. But just the thought of- of kissing her, or having to have children with her... [He shudders, making a grimace against Feliks' arm.]

It would be a disaster. But that doesn't make it feel any better to have everyone be disappointed in me, you know?