[And Ankh straight-up goose hisses at him when he gets anywhere near his right arm. His spook dials itself from "unhappy injured feral bird guy" to "THE NOPE OF A THOUSAND SUNS" to the degree that he's nearly hyperventilating, because something just won't let him be okay with them knowing about his fucking missing arm.]
[Of course, in reacting this way he's really only drawing more attention to it. Nevermind the fact that he doesn't have the energy to keep up the fight for very long at all, so when he's done goose hissing and thrashing for a number of seconds he flops onto his side and just breathes heavily, giving Eiji what is best described as a pleading look of a frightened animal.]
[He's scared, Eiji. He's not scared of you, not really, but he's scared of what he's done to himself. And most of all he's scared he's really messed up and he won't actually have safety and help here because of how mad everybody is at him.]
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[Of course, in reacting this way he's really only drawing more attention to it. Nevermind the fact that he doesn't have the energy to keep up the fight for very long at all, so when he's done goose hissing and thrashing for a number of seconds he flops onto his side and just breathes heavily, giving Eiji what is best described as a pleading look of a frightened animal.]
[He's scared, Eiji. He's not scared of you, not really, but he's scared of what he's done to himself. And most of all he's scared he's really messed up and he won't actually have safety and help here because of how mad everybody is at him.]